BAGONG BUHAY ! NA NGA BA ?!

Everything will fall into their proper places


I truly believe in that , For those
who read or knew what my problem is
Don't worry guys I' ll be okay soon [=

I just need some time to wake up, I need to
get back on my older JAN
but maybe Slap will do hoho !

From:	chenglei
Date:	07/26/2009 2:49 pm
Subject:	Re: SMILE BEFORE YOU OPEN =]
Message:

ayon nbsa ko n, tiwala meron, kya nga wag mong si2rain, kng ano yung naiwan kong kaptid nun, sana sa pagbalik q gnun p din cia, ikw lng nagiisa kong kapatid at mahal nmhal ko kya, konting blita lng n d mganda, nagre2act aq kc auq mkarinig sa ibang tao n, gnyan ang gngwa mo kc malaya k at wla pamilyang umiintndi, khit minsan lng tau mgusap alam mong and2 lng aq plage sau yan ang tandaan mo...auq mramdamn mo dati ang nramdamn q, n wala q pamilya, sana mgndang halimbwa p din aq sau... salamt mgingat palge

When i read the first sentence
i found myself crying and grieving
My CONSCIENCE PUNCHING ME right now
All of the news they heard is true, yes it's true!
and YES I'm GUILTY

When i talked to my dad
i felt like i was showered with
Coooooold water, i can't speak
i can't move there is no Difference with Chatting and Personal SERMON! i'm scared hey it's my dad its been decades since his last sermon" all i'm thinking is
"how can i do that?" Do i really know
what my Limitation is ?

tiwala meron, kya nga wag mong si2rain, kng ano yung naiwan kong kaptid nun, sana sa pagbalik q gnun p din cia

this one made me cry for
the whole Sunday night
And this one is Enough to change


SELF DISCIPLINE !!!!
Oh God be with me, please do
guide me through walks of my Collage Life


And for all those who are concerned
MUCH THANKS GUYS ! you really
Touch me *sniff
I only choose people who To Talked
to regarding this little problem of mine

*kung hindi ko nasabe sayo
One thing is for sure, ayoko
lang dumagdag sa Problema mo

PABLONG PABLING said...

parang maiyak iyak ako dito. sabay tugtug pa ng music player mo

ang masasabi ko lang, wag kang mawalan ng communication sa kanila para di ka nila pag isipan ng kung ano ano

ingat lage

July 25, 2009 5:13 PM

aLgene said...

concern lang naman sila sa'yo eh. hayaan mo na. basta alam mong wala kang intensyon na saktan sila. just be a good girl and don't let them worry lalo na't nasa malayo sila. :)

ganyan na ganyan din ugali ng daddy ko. paranoid masyado. pero i understand, he just loves me so just like how your ate loves you.

July 25, 2009 7:13 PM

From:	SiiiLiiin^^
Date:	07/25/2009 10:02 pm
Subject:	hugs and kisses^^
Message:	hi mare..i just read your blog,,uhmm i hope your kinda ok mare...dont ever forget were still here for you and cheer up coz for sure . everything will be fine^^ grindays is your real friends who will walk in when the rest of the world walks out..^^ok??hihi sha till hir mare^^ bbye^^ muahh^^

MAY GAD !!!! Did you read that?! Did you ?! huh Did you ?!
I HAVE FRIENDS !!!
this ONE ROCK MY SOCKS
I miss all of you guys
Can't wait to HUG and KISS you



Much Love
Jann [=
So help me God

PATAWA KA ?

ONE DIZZY MIDNIGHT
I RECEIVED A LETTER ITS A LETTER FROM MY SISTER [=

From:	chenglei
Date:	07/24/2009 12:52 am
Subject:	inis...
Message:	my mga nb2litaan ako sau akala mo, mgpkaaus k, kmi lhat d2, at sina momi pinagcckapan k pra mkpagtpos, puro k barkada,bk d k mpkpagtpos sa mga gngawa mo, ako janca khit aq bumabarkada nung npasok aq, nsa tama aq, wag mo sana sirain angpngako mo n mkpgtpos k, mtanda n cna momi, at alam mo kng anong problema nila...at yung celphone n bnigy ko sau, d mo cnv skin ang ngyari don, at my paglihim kp kina momi,natoto kpng mgcnungaling sknila kng gnyan k sa mga mgulang ntin, pno p sakin, kpatid mo lng ako, dpat inaalagaan mo c ina pero anong gngwa mo?la k lgi sa bhay, kng nsa bhay k man, wla k pkialam ky ina..

AND I REPLIED :

To:	chenglei
Date:	07/25/2009 3:59 pm
Subject:	SMILE BEFORE YOU OPEN =]
Message:	SA LAHAT NG SINABE MO, YUN YUNG SIDE NYA tungkol dun sa CP hindi kita maktang o matdatnang online, si ate ycel nakausap ko sakanya ko nlng sinabe dahil alam ko sasabhn din nya un sau Nanakawan ako sa bahay Hindi ko yun sinabe dahil ayokong mag alala sila saken . hindi ko intensyong mag sinungaling ayoko lang dagdagan yung pino problema nila pina ayos ko na yung lock, yung sa kwatro nalang papaltan ko ng Door knob "kung kila mamy nakukuha ko mag sinungaling pano pa kaya sayo?" KAPATID LANG KITA ? KAYA KO NGA SINABE SAINYO DAHIL AYOKO MAG SINUNGALING D'BA? HALOS LAHAT NG SECRET KO SAYO KO SINASABE KUNG INtENSYON KO talagang mag sinungaling hindi ko sasabihin sainyo ang totoo na nakawan ako sa bahay, kase alam ko maiinTindhatn nyo ko KAPATID LANG ? HIGIT PA SA TUNAY NA KAPATID TURING KO SAYO sana nararamdaman mo .. SANA ININTINDI NYO MUNA KO YUNG SA PAG BABARKADA HINDI KO NAKAKALIMUTATNG NAG AARAL AKO AT MAS LALONG HINDI KO NAKAKALIMUTAN KUNG SINO ANG NAG PAPAARAL SAKEN ALAM KO YUNG LIMIATION KO, YUNG PAG INOM MINSAN LANG YON AT MGA HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS KASAMA KO. YUNG PAG UWI NG GABI OO TOTOO YUN,ayoko lang umuwi ng walang dinadatnan at kumaen ng walang kasabay SA COLLAGE SARILI MO YUNG KALABAN MO MARAMING TEMPTATION SELF DISCIPLINE MAHIRAP PERO ISA LANG PINANGHAHAWAKAN KO MAY PANGARAP DIN AKO. YUNG KAY INA HINDI AKO CLOSE SA KANYA PERO HINDI KO SYA NAKAKALIMUTAN PAG WALA SYNG BIGAS BINIBIGAY KO YUNG BIGAS KO SKTNYA PAG WALA SYANG PERA YUNG BAON KO BINIBIGAY KO SKNYA SANA PINAKINGGAN MO MUNA KO BAGO MO SINABI YUN MAHIRAP KASE YUNG COMMUNICATION EH SORRY PALA KUNG NAWALA KO YUNG PHONE MO AT SORRY KUNG NABALITAAN MO YON THANK YOU PALA DUN SA SKATE SHOES TSKA SA DAMET LAHAT MALUWAG PAYAT NA KAYA AKO HAHA! I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU KONTING TRUST LANG

~~~~~~~~



hay nako! ANG SAKIT SA PAKIRAMDAM
IT REALY HURT ME TO TEARS :'(
WALA NG NANINIWALA SAKEN KAHIT MAGULANG KO
WALA NG TIWALA
AKALA LAHAT NILOLOKO KO SILA
ANG HIRAP MABUHAY . lalo na pag
mag isa *sigh


SYET EMO KO NA
urgh !

good day people
Jan :'(

OH YES I MISS YOU

PARENTAL GUIDANCE IS ADVICE

no Strippers nor kissing in public
Wild in the sense of hmmm .. We just loosen up
let me use Wild as a word

Badly Missing you guys

ok lemme start when we were a normal kiddos
This inuman [yanno sounds what the F]
started at 3 pm at Indang Cavite
sadly Ly ann Left so damn early
and I miss marah darell and Cayy Cayy
hope you were there, i bet that day is really
Unfolded



It was fun really really fun
since we don't have that enough communication
we were busy and it's just our second time we see each
other since our first day in school

So The crave for hugs kiss conversation hard kicking Laugh was there
we don't want to miss any single moment
so we really Took a Blast !!!!!


We Drink hard party Harder Laugh Like shits
Those LAUGHING OUT LOUD proves we all get enjoy the party
that's i thought there is also drama
there so many secret opened up
Some were good and some are pretty bad
but it ain't affect me that much
*i might be explain this on the next post *wink


We almost drunk six bottle of liquor
and Indang Cavite is a mile away from our place
My Bad .. I really loosen up at that night
It came to the point i Drink Toyo with suka na may Sili
Tatlong tasa ng Kape para ma alis yung laseeng
At epektib sya kaya pwede mo ring gawin

but it was just last for a second
i remembered i walked the street
without my shoes while It was Raining OH YES I WALKED BARE FEET UNDER THE RAIN
*poor Feet and
it pours so bad all my things were wet T__T
my nails were broken and bleeding *until now it hurt me to tears
and i don't know how it happened

~nooooooooooooooo

The Wildest thing Happened to me that night is
when i got Married without knowing who was
I'll be marrying.. to be honest It's my fault
we were flirting and the Like
i gave my ring to him with matching song of "I do
cherish you from the rest of my Life ..."
and we got Divorced in just a couple of minute
even i was drunk i still know what i am doing
it's just i can't help it so i decided to broke up with him
and just forget what was happened
but he insist he get my Ring and he said
"Ibabalik ko sayo to pag nagkita tayo"
woo I wish hindi sumikat yung Line na yan baka gamitin ng mga magnanakaw eh ;]



But all that was sooo special to me
our friendship was Tightened as i expected
walang napabayaan lahat ay naka uwi ng maayos
at maayos ding nasermonan ..

P.S
I actually Met KIM BUM
Hell yeah he really damn look like
Kim Bum of boys Over flower
But nahh He's MARK ! he's a Lycean also, we introduce by a
common friend Junelito * Oh boy much thanks to him
But all of my friends Like him too so yea
I gave him away but he's soooo nice
friendly and gentleman *I bet if you were in my shoes
you can't help but cry .. to support your friend @__@


I don't know how to describe our
happiness Every part of that gathering had a
Great Story ..

And we were Screaming
SANA MAULIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


P.S For you my reader of one
There were soooo many
Special Moment happened and i post it
sooner thanks for reading love yea
you know who you are


P.S. I will Change my
URL to THIS PHOTOGHRAPH IS A PROOF
thanks for those who linked me and followed me
much appreciated
smooches shen shen




It's Janelita dude ;]
so many gram err
sorry ♥

MAKE LOVE IN THIS CLUB

woo almost feel the exams :( deymn !


~ week before I've joined Photography Club
in our school .. Why ? nuh I don't know either
I just joined to know what's in Photography hoho !



nao the officers called up a meeting
* soo boring that turn to chatting my orgmate

Me: ikaw lang sumale sa Section nio ?
Friend: yep ayaw nila sumale
hindi daw kase PROFESSIONAL CAM ang gameet !



oh mahn are they Professional ?

are you professional enough to use Prof Cam?
yea . uminit dugo ko sakanila
Being a Photographer, Prof cam is a must
and it's true it's reeealy lame using Digital Cameras
but what I'm pointing is, It's not about the CAM
It's about How you Captured
those kind of moments, scenery etcetera

I don't have a damn clue what's in Photography
i just know Sharing your shot to the others
WHERE YOU CAN LET OTHER PEOPLE SEE WHAT
THE REALITY IS or perhaps IT CAN ALSO USE
AS ANOTHER OUTLET TO
ESCAPE FROM THE REALITY =D
~ yanno it's a lame explanation hoho !
*You can take the space provided to correct me
just don't bite me haha !

~
Are you People Professional?
To you people
Joining to this Club might be
train you to be a photographer
nothing can stop you, if you are truly
passionate with your damn craft





niao ! JaNaphobic
nonesense -i had an Ordinary day
♥♥♥

HARSH PATATAS

uhhh .. It damn look like i harassed this poor Patatas !
well folks i have the right to explain

oh This is HASH BROWN ! hmmmkei yannnno It looked like HARSH !

woo. Poor !
This cute yummy Hash Brown seems like
i'm harsh while cooking it *ehem not much
I'm Starving but i don't want to spend
sooo much money for one single meal
so i decided to cooked Patatas *hash brown!

so this is the story ...
yes your Honor I'm cooking it in moderate
heat , but *hides I'm busy READING YOUR BLOG !
woo yea right Reading your blog , yes you
Your honor your entry is very starve Reliever so
i forgot i'm cooking this poor Patatas
so now I'm blaming you your Honor hohoho ~


BTW Others say my Future boy friend is lucky
having me because I'm a 2 year and still counting
half independent, i know how to cook and the like

Plus , i'm a HRM student Yikkkkkeeeeess !uhmm For those who didn't know This is uhmm Hash Brown and EGG *i think ?

Hope you enjoy Disapointments ^~


~Kidding..



At this Moment or so EMOment
i was hopping at my friends page *were not close
he's cute he might be a korean or taiwanees or watsoever
then i heard this Familiar song - alam ko na
alam ko yung kanta kaya nakisabay ako ...

"I'M ALL ABOUT YOU
I'M ALL ABOUT US"

Then as i observed he has a LDR *Long Distance Relationship
HUWAT ! what worst is They never see/meet each other
wa. Their story Look so Damn Familiar

Oh yea i now remmember it look like mine too
dame na talagang LDR and Cyber Relationship
and as i felt i am going to cry i was hoping to closed the browser
but i can't natulala nalang ako at ni reminise ang emoment with
my [X] hate to admit it, but I Miss you Mush Mush
hamushooo much ~ < wo . *ROFLMAO

THERES SOMETHIN' I'VE GOT TO SAY
YOU'RE ALWAYS WITH ME EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE FAR AWAY
TALKIN' TO YOU ON MY CELL
JUST THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE MAKES MY HEART MELT
OH GIRL, ITS TRUE

I'M ALL ABOUT YOU
I'M ALL ABOUT US
NO BABY YOU NEVER
HAVE TO QUESTION MY LOVE
AND EVERY NIGHT THERE'S A NEW CROWD
BUT IT'S ALWAYS YOU I'M SINGIN' ABOUT
THERE IS ONLY ON THESES WORDS ARE GOIN' OUT TO
OH GIRL, I'M ALL ABOUT YOU

~ hmmm ..
Is this a boyband or
Nick Carter ? uhh .. Aron Carter ?
hmm .. ayoko i search eh ;]



P.S hope their Relationship will work
much luck with you guys ^_~




Smooches Mush :'(

ANO KA CHIX ?

Schedule ko ngayon sa Pediatrician
Oo Vaccine baby pa kasiii *grin
Tinatamad ako dapat kase july 1 pa naka
schedule yung Vaccine kaso tinatamad talaga ako
May pasok tska may gala hindi ko tuloy masinget ;]
pero kinukulit nako nila mama kaya pumunta nako


Since kasundo ko naman yung Assistant ng Pedia ko
alam ko na mabilis lang ang proseso at hindi ko na kailangan
pumila *buahahaha ! May favoritism si ateng kaya dalwang
pasyente lang ako nag hintay at dun pinatambay sa may aircon
wuahahaha !


Since kasundo ko nga sya Every month nya kine kwento
yung anak nya, Gusto nya daw ilipat yung anak nya sa
University na pinapasukan ko ..Binigay ko naman yung buong
detalye ng school .. Pero mismong sya alam nya naman yun
Binibida nya saken yung anak nya na hindi ko naman masyado
napapansin , Hanggang sa ako na yung tinawag ni Dra.

Ilang minuto lang nag tagal, at lumabas nako
Nag bayad nako kay Ate na assistant ni Dra. Habang pinipirmahan
ko yung Resibo , May narinig nalang ako na bulong

ASSISTANT: ^&(**&%#^&* ANak KO ....

ME: uhmmmm huh ano po ..

ASSISTANT: huh wala wala ..

ME: hmm ? ano po yun

ASSISTANT: sabe ko LIGAWAN MO YUNG ANAK KO

and i was like uh huh ?

ME: *oh is that a joke? maybe it is .. hmmm Liligawan? Ba sige po

ASSISTANT: ayan sige sige .. *may kinukuha

ME: naku baka may Gerlpren yan ..

Assistant: Naku wala no Mabait yan

ME: *thinking she might be joking
Haha naku ano naman sasabihin ko dun

Assistant: *kumuha ng papel at nag susulat
Sabihin mo HRM ka din basta kausapin mo Ok yang anak ko

ME: oh man ! she's damn serious Huh eh Globe po ako
ASSISTANT: Eh gobe din naman yung anak ko
basta text mo sya huh ..Teka ano bang no. mo ?

ME: hahahhaa ! *is she crazy or what?
Eh nakalimutan ko po yung No. ko

ASSISTANT: ay naku tutuktukan kita eh
oh eto No,. ng anak ko text mo si Nico Ok yan


ME: edi MAMA na tawag ko sayo ?

ASSISTANT: ay nako Loka ka talaga


I was thinking she prolly joking
but na uhh ! she's damn serious at gusto nya ang anak
nya para saken .. Kitang kita rin naman na
Sinasakyan ko lang ang gusto nya , Masyado akong Natuwa
kay ate , May ganun pa palang mga magulang :)


But , i still have 30% of Conservative in my blood
hihihi ! yep i do really look like modern Liberated and the like
but there is still conservativity running in my blood

and

ayoko na ng LDR *Long Distance Relationship
especially kung sa text or Chat na nag simula

hmmmm pero iniisip ko parin

Wala naman sigurong masama kung
i te text ko d'ba ?
Pero ano namang sasabihin ko ?
Oh hi .. I'm HRM student to hell maybe we can relate to each other
or maybe we were destined to each other
HELL NO !

ako mang Liligaw ? Hindi pa naman ako ganun ka desperado
Next Time nalang *evilap



smooches JaN

SURBAYBOR

As far as possible ayoko sana mag blog tungkol sakanya :

I'm all alone in our house Yay ! so to kill the bore Damn i
Surf the Net
No one is good to talk to
tired of songs, no latest blog entry, bored of
playing Resto City and i dunno how to play Pet Society *poor me :(

So i watched Rosalinda haha gawd i had a ROFLMAO
with their names ahihihi ahahahah ahohoho !
In the Flash report , they said the Memorial service of
Michael Jackson is being aired lived wa. but there is something tweaks on my mind
should i or should not watch . no offense
PERO TAKOT NA TAKOT TALAGA AKO SA MUKA NYA NANGINGINIG PA
Nung nabubuhay pa sya nababadtrip tlga ako pag nakikita ko sya ,
Baket ba kase ang puti puti ng muka ang tangos tangos at banat na banat
Parang sya yung Nasa Bangungut na multo sa panaginip ko PERO !
i love him even though i didn't grow up with his circa .
his moves really enchant me .. pero PTNGNA takot talaga ako saknya

wa . In just a few minuetes Nawalan ng Kuryente
narinig ko yung mga kapitbahay namen napasigaw ng AYYYY !
pero may narinig ako na putangna ! at ako pala yun.
taena naman ako lang mag isa ang dilim dilim natatakot ako
baka bumalik yung adeek na mag nanakaw pero ayoko mag paramdam ng takot
bute nalang at may emergency light sa Sala at may konting liwanag
BLEH ! buahaha ! ayoko matulog gusto ko bantayan yung bahay para
kung sakaling bumalik yung mag nanakaw HANDA AKO .
May glow in the dark sa kwarto ko at yung painting dun glow in the dark din
inisip ko nalang nag sta star gazing ako . buahahah !

Pero hindi ko kinaya napa paranoid talaga ko
Na alala ko si Micahel Jackson .. taena namang buhay to
Naka bukas parin yung T.v hindi ko tinanggal yung plug
para pag nag ka kuryente magigising ako ... buahah !
Pero huwa ! naisip ko nalang Pano pag biglang nagising ako at
bukas ang T.v at si Michael Jackson ang una kong nakita ?
baka sumunod ako saknya kaya pinatay ko nalang woo . D'bale nalang
kaya nanuod nalang ako ng mga Video sa DG cam ko wuahah
hahah ! buahahha ahihihi ahee ahoho ! taena napawi takot ko
tawa ako ng tawa sa mga Video muka kameng adik nung Fourth year
Parang umiyak lang ako at napagod at naka tulog .



Bawat Kaluskos Nagigising ako , takot na takot pano kung
pumunta yung mag nanakaw anung sasabihin ko ay gagawin ko
kaya
Hindi ko alam kung pano ko na Survive yung gabi na yun
Pero naramdaman ko na SURBAYBOR ako Yihi ! hindi na kailangan
sumali sa Contest basta nalagpasan mo yung takot mo
wa . Fear Factor pala yun ahihihi !




Eniwey Haywey
Nang hinayang ako bat hindi ko napanuod yung
Memorial Service putcha naiyak ako nung napanuod
ko sa News .. Naiyak ako sa anak nya si paris
sayang ! pero takot parin ako saknya hahaha !


Dahil Ilang week narin pinapatugtog yung
mga kanta nya TAdaaaaa ! may LSS *last song Syndrome nako
Maririnig mo nalang ako na kumakanta ng ..

" YOU ARE NOT ALONE I AM HERE WITH YOU
THOUGH YOUR FAR AWAY I AM HERE TO STAY "

kolehiYALA JAn !
pis men !