I KISSED A GIRL AND I ....?

IS EVERYONE HERE GOT THEIR FIRST KISS ♥♥♥?

whooa ! frankly i got it when i was *put childhood age here!*
i was a victim of childhood lovers*hides* .. at habang nakikita ko parin sya
at na aalala ko ang nangyare gusto ko mahimatay sa kakahiyan ;[
BTw my First kiss is a guy ;] if you think that the guy in the picture is my childhood
lover .. oh mahn chances are ... boink! ZERO !


Dahil gusto ko nga kalimutan yun, binalak ko mag simula uli
na parang walang ngyaring first errr! kiss , Ngayon ang gusto ko
ang First kiss ko ay ang Future husband ko *blush
Ngeee ! pakinggan pa lang hirap na isipin mang yayare ...


Kaya nung third year high School ako .. Booom !
wala na naman ng yare at ni lunok ko lang ang Panata ko
"SHE ACCIDENTALLY KISSED ME " but i don't mind it badly
because i love her naaah ! As a Friend, she's one of my very close friend at hanggang dun lang yun.
were so Gay kaya blah ! wala lang samen dahil Girl naman Talaga kame
and besides she's the campus sweetheart of our school, Ms. Junior and Ms. Js Prom
so we just laugh hard about it

This is my First ever girl i "accidentally Kissed

And Now Nothing Happened *lewl

Just a few hours ago, Me and my classmates oh Friends rather
went in my house, 2 boys and 4 girls[including me]
wala naman kameng balak na kung ano, hindi ko nga alam bakit
sila pupunta dito. Kakaen at tatambay lang ang naisip ko
nah ! bakit ba nag iisip pa ko kapag Chill ang hanap inuman ang katapat
after an hour no sweat walang tama , pero nakaka hilo na pero kaya pa

we party hard and talk like shits, then we ended up doing thismE AND bebs

! anyone asking how's the feeling
nahh why don't you try, This is my ehem First time kissed a girl
but to be serious i don't feel anything *Gawd i'm not a LESBO ! butch or whtever
it was just made of FUN ! FUN ! FUN ! Hey ! I'm Still me *grin yey !
it just like you kiss them in a chick aw can't describe ;]


What The F*ck ! haha ! This one is Scripted TRUST ME !
THIS SHOT IS SCRIPTED ;]but honestly we did it *wink!
we did it, yes the kiss. For FUN crazy right ?
lewl! but this picture is a just Camera Trick !
scripted :] how can we picture ourselves while kissing c'mmon
anyone who read this
I'm not the girl you've been thinking
FLIrrrt? LIBERATED ....? nope OPEN MINDED but this picture illustrates
how jerk i was!... I'm now thinking of what will be our reaction
when we see each other tomorrow, YAY !

I bet we will have a Hard kicking Laugh

NOTE:

• IT WAS JUST A SMACK ! *whatever you were thinking.. oh mahn BAD!

• Oh HELL ! did you see the picture above ? yeah, right. "the guy i am kissing" Teehee ! That was supposed to be a joke ... LOL ! Yeah that's just an illusion hehe . *i can't explain woo .. A Camera Trick ! yeah that one is just a Camera Trick ..SCRIPPPPPPTEEEEED! * he's my block mate and that's it!
  

maybe I'm still drunk while typing this
ohhh noo .. what i have done ?*slap*hides
silly, me
smooches Jann

ELiTE FLU

THIS IS ANOTHER SUPER LAZzzzzzzZZY DAY

I SUPPOSED TO DO

• MY HOMEWORK

• STUDY OUR UPCOMING MATH QUIZ ermm .. !

• CLEAN MY ROOM

• WASH MY CLOTHES

BUT I ENDED UP DOING NOTHING *helpless
I ENDED UP Sleeeeeping hugging bebe bear while watching T.V and spend
all my longggggg hour stalking Alodia Gosiengfiao
oh mahn you don't know how i love her *giggles


But Before the day/Night end i want to do something
that proof i am worth living this day hoho !

I am quite confused why this SoOoooO very popular Flu A(H1N1) invades UNIVERSITY oh no
not just UNIVERSITY *ehem famous university like
De La Salle University-Manila UNIVERSITY OF SANTO THOMAS ATENEO DE MANILA UNIVERSITY COLLAGE OF SAINT BENILDE UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES MAPUA ADAMSON UNIVERSITY
DE LA SALLE UNIVERSITY-DASMA

CHOOSY ? Those Schools are one of the BiiiigesT Influential Universities
here in our country

On One dizzy Night youGee Pm me ;]

UG:Jann wala kameng pasok ng 5 days
JANN: tlga ? Sipag naman ng school nio *BTW he's a lasallean
UG: may h1n1 sa lasal
JANN: huwat ! talaga
UG: ou Nursing student daw eh

************ end Cut ************

aw how about my alma matter ? shhheeesh !
for those who doesn't know i am a LYCEAN LYCEUM OF THE PHILIPPINES UNIVERSITY *woo forgive me i don't find any maroon here, which is the color i guess of LPU
baket kaya puro elite? Mayayaman Popular UNIVERSITY ang dinadale ni H1N1
hmmmfff katampo eh . which turn me thinking of LPU is not that
popular .. enough ?

nahh Kidding !!!!!!!!!!!!!! (bleh)

but tadddaah ! Nagulat nalang ako ng pag baba namen sa jeep
ang dameeeeng tao .. May artista ba ?
pero isa lang pala yung H1N1 prevention yung napapanuod sa T.V
na kinukuhanan ng temperature sa ulo hohoho !

that's my blockmate marian *yihee

PooooRrr ! Cam ;[ *minsan na nga lang makasale dilim pa

Inabutan na kame ng Time , Late narin kame para sa first class
altough we know na excuse ang Late , We still had our very first cutting at Math Class

If you were thinking where we was ... I bet you don't believe this



Believe it or not Nag aaral po kame *eherm homework
We are in the cafeteria 2 meter away from our Rooom !
teehee.. conscience punching me now huhuhu ! T___T

Kidding aside
Pasalamat nalang ako at walang swine flu sa LPU
kase nabalitaan ko na sa sem break, x mas break or
sa vacation babawiin yung mga araw na hini napasok

Grrr .. I rather go to school now than suffering
my semestral/x-mas/vacation break ...
buahahaha ! ^0^v





* forgive me i am not that proud of my school Teehee^^
I rater be a Thomasanian than Lycean
* forgive me with Load of grammatical errors
hehe !




smooches Jann

GUESS WHO

2Before i start what my real post is ......


yung last entry ko about sa papa ko
napaisip ako kung sasabihin ko ba kay papa
yung mga sinabe ko dun

Gusto ko sana sabihin kaya lang

sunday morning

Me: papa Happy Father's day i love you and i miss you sooo much
after 30 min ..... tic tac tic tac
emplok's napco is now sign out

AYY SNOB ?!


Pero wala lang yun , inisip ko parin kung sasabihin ko
hanggang Monday after noon

Ang Saaaaaaaaarap pala sa pakiramdam yun ?
umiyak ako pero mas masaya parin nararamdaman ko
at dahil dyan may portable Dvd ako yiheeeey !




anyways :D



OMG ! kinikileeeeeg talaga ako


For sure sa Cheesy at Mushy na katulad ko *well it's really really rare for me to feel this
Kilala mo sya d'b ?



Kim Bum (born Kim Sang Bum on July 7, 1989) is a South Korean actor who has appeared in numerous Korean television series and dramas such as Unstoppable High Kick and East of Eden. He has most notably played the role of So Yi jeong on popular drama Boys Over Flowers.

DIBA DIBA ANG KYUT NYA ? HAWEEG SYA NI STITCH

ahahahahha ! nakaka baleeeeewwww pala to
GANUN TALAGA AKO MAG KA CRUSH GUSTO KO MUKANG
CARTOON O KAYA PALAKA O DAGA HAHAHAH !


KIM BUM ♥♥♥


SUNNY SIDE UP:
Nag inom kame kanina matador ba yun ?
pag wala talagang pera sa matador kumakapeet
naka inom ako ng tequilla matador generoso red horse
ng sabay sabay ..
pero ngeon ko lang to na feel nag commute pa ko at nag
byahe ng 30 min . whew ang sama ng tingin ko sa mga
tao gusto ko sila sukahan .. ang saket pa ng paa ko wala
na talagang poise ang baho ko pa :( at pag uwi ng bahay gusto ko
matulog pero INAANTOK talaga ako kaya
Kala ko mamatay nako eh. ayoko pumikit kase baka
hindi nako magising SALAMAT papa God
hell ang panget sa pakiramdam eh

ayoko na talaga mag inom :(
ayoko na T___T pluhhhhzzee
grrrrr i feel ,,, i feel like blooooo blooooaaaa blllll
BLOATING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


smoches Jann

ASTRAUNOT

HAPPY PAPA'S DAY

Yiiiiiheeeeeee ! ang sweet

Happy Father's Day papa
I Love you and I miss you soooooooooooo muuccccchh



It kill me to tears growing up without you
PHYSICALLY .. but i do, i really feel you
Basta sa Globe abot mo mundo huahahah !

Your the Coooooooleeeeest and uber makulet
na Tatay i ever known even your the reason why i'm

single up to now .. huhuhu T____T

Odeba ?! kailangan ko daw ng

Diploma at pay slip galing sa trabaho bago mag ka boypren.. Ang luuupeet naman sana High School Diploma nalang ?

I wonder why he always want me to be an "ASTRAUNOT"
hahaha ! is there anyone familiar with this thing ?
tska anung psycho ? PSYCHOLOGIST ! darn it!


Some unforgettable lines that touch me to tears
PaPa: yiiiiheeeee Collage kana ano nararamdaman mo ?
Me: papa tulog na ko pasok na ko bukas(*snob agad )
PaPa: Goodluck

(pag binasa mo lang, parang wala lang naman
pero ito yung sa lahat ng nag Good Luck saken
dito ako pinaka na touch 1st time nya kase sinabe )

Me:Papa gusto ko maging proud kayo saken222
PaPa: anak, pinag bubuntis ka palang ng
Mama mo Proud na kame sayo

(hell. hindi ba nakaka iyak?! wala pa ko
na papatunayan at puro sakit lng ng ulo
nabigay ko sakanila pero urghhh .. ndi ko masabe ?)

kidding aside :D

I love you papa .. Yung sobrang wish ko lang
makasama ka sa christmass,new year at birthday ko
Thank you for loving me and ate Thank you for being a
FATHER and a Playmate on a side .. hehe Papa
you never fail to care and love this family I Salute you
the best father i ever known

Take good care of yourself wag kain ng kain
ahh muka kang pulis patola eh hahaha !
much love

P.S wag mo na ko tawaging NENE
pluuuuuhhhhzeee ! baby nalang para kyut d'ba ? haha!



P.PS. papa may acquaitance party sa school
2000 daw bayad ..
KIDDING !

yiiiiiheeeeee ! kileeeg eh *kyut ni mama dito

- HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DIN PLA
SALAHAT NG TATAY PAPA DADY DAD POPS
POSY at sa mga singol MAMA/papa ;) *cheers !


smooches JANCA
♥♥♥ PAPA

People here Keep surprising me

Last night, While dressing up ....
Narinig ko yung kapit bahay namen
may Computer shop sila kaya maingay
tadtad ng pang Masa songs ang pinapatugtug nila


WTHeck ! ano to ?
Let me take you there I wanna take you there
Let me take you there
naligaw ang Plain white T's at switchfoot
sa shop na yun ? Ptngna ! nakaka inis eh

almost 4 years ko na inaalagaan yung kantang yun
kakaiba yung Feeling pag konting
tao lang nakaka alam ng kanta na gusto mo,
yun ang pina ayoko yung naririnig ko sa ibang tao yung
mga gusto kong kanta ... shunga ! hindi naman sa pagiging selfish
pero hindi ko ine expect na sakanila ko maririnig yung kantang yun


You know, emo kiddo slash kanto people na ang alam lang nila
ay chicosci kamikazee spongecola
na ngayon ay nakikinig na ng switchfoot at plainwhite T's
shoot ! wag nyo na sila pakialaman pluuuhhhhzzzeee



Wa pano kung maging pang masang kanta
na ang plain white T's at switchfoot ?
Never ko talaga matatanggap yun >:(
Tulad nalang nung sa Red jumpsuit apparatus
na Guardian Angel .. Nakaka inis eh halos lahat
ng taong makasalubong ko may LSS kahit sa bus at jeep




Wag naman sana :(

LET ME TAKE YOU THERE
Plain White T's


I know a place that we can go to
A place where no one knows you
They won't know who we are
I know a place that we can run to
And do those things we want to
They won't know who we are

Let me take you there
I wanna take you there

I know a place that we've forgotten
A place we won't get caught in
They won't know who we are (they won't know, won't know)
I know a place where we can hide out
And turn our hearts inside out
They won't know who we are

Let me take you there
I wanna take you there
Let me take you there
Take you there
Take you there
Ooohhh

I know a place we'll be together
And stay this young forever
They won't know who we are


We can get away to a better place if you let me take you there
We can go there now cause every second counts
Girl just let me take you there
Take you there

smooches JANN

Igiling Giling

heya !


wala akong pasok pag Wednesday
ginising lang ako ng mga new classmate ko
ng isang malupet na gmorning , sweet no '
at isang nakakatawang text ni dude bryan
oh dear, sorry as he said you ought to spell it this way
Brian . Ang arte !


Blog hopping , updating blog, mag laba, matulog ,
kumaen , maligo , yan lang nagawa ko
but hey , As i turn on the t.v while reading sosyalera's previous blog[i'm addicted to her*yii]
OO na jologs na nga , wala na mang choice eh
hindi ko alam bat andun yung channel basta may naririnig
lang ako na maingay sa bahay i feel secured .
Oo Wowowee .. yiiiiikeeesss yun .

Wa. i saw Ms. Kris Aquino dancing..... hell no ,
gumigiling pala sya in the tune of Igiling giling Igiling giling
habang matunaw ang Taba .
it's feels like F ano yun ? i want to turn off the T.v
I Can't help it
Kaya umupo nalang uli ako sa harap ng PC habang tawa ng Tawa


Don't get me wrong, hindi ko lang talaga inaasahan na
sasayaw sya non. napaka unpredictable but transparent nya
weird nuh '
I love her .. Para kang may kasamang Teacher/Dictionary/magazine/doctor/joker
even she doesn't intends to , hahahah !
I love smart WISE people , i love to be with them [not to copy nor cheat you idiot]
lage ka kaseng may mapupulot sa kanila esp. sa buhay buhay


If there's one people who Criticized me that would be her
I will listen like an eight year old bubbly kiddo
i behave like an angel and put all my attention to her

But even smart people like her, experience cracks too
but the way she handle it .Oh mhann ,, Hail to you ! HAil ! Hail !


haha ! I look like a Fan
Pathetic!

nufff ..



smooches Jan

ETO NA COLLAGE NA

BSIHM *NAG MAMABIDA AKO AMF!

Unang araw pa lang late na kame .




Katulad ng ibang FRESHMEN
Na ligaw din kame at kung saan saan
napuntang Department . 7: 45 na kame pumasok
sa kamalas malasan pa MATH ang una naming
Class, Hell ! bute nalang mabait yung proffesor namen *Grin

PERO :

Sobrang nakaka tuwa, gulat , mesmerized
may isang guy na pumasok mula sa likod ng room
at umupo . i stare at him, he really look so damn familiar
pero binaliwala ko nalang at nakipag kwentuhan
then after 5 min.
tadddddaaaahhh ! As i expected he's our proffessor
YeY ! bute balang Behave ako nung time na yun
but Suprisingly said He's my school mate at my previous school
he's my senior, and now he's my JPL prof . hindi ako makapaniwala
ganun na ba koKATANDA ? WTHeck ! bute nalang
pinag halong Sir Jef at Sir bocalan yung attitude nya *cheers


Walang chance para makipag bond sa mga
classmate marame rin kase silang kilala kaya
wapake kung hindi kayo close, pero sooner or later
mag kakaron din ng chance *cross finger
buaahaha ! Masaya sa block namen dameng
joker kahit hindi mag salita matatawa kana *bad!


Trivia: May classmate kame, seatmate ko sya sa
comm art si SEED may ginagawang activity
kailangan mo pulaan sabihin ang traits ng kaharap mo
wala hindi umusad yung activity nag kakahiyaan pa
sabe ko may kahawihg sya Hindi ko alam kung cartoon
o artista ..... sabe ko kahawig sya ni roadfil pero sabe nya
kahawig nya pinsan nya, si Rayver Cruz daw hahahhaa !
taena ! peroo may hawig talaga sila yung kapateed ni rayver
si Ro - rojun ata yun ?



After class kumaen kame sa KFC
pero pamatay yung sapatos ko
nakaka sira ng araw ang dame ko agad paltos
tadtad ng band aid
muka tuloy ako penguin mag lakad . Kaya
napilitan ako bumili ng pag kamahal mahal na
flip flops >:(
pumunta kame sa SM ni chumz
ayun nag kita kita kame nila Celine rhaine melissa patrick
ang saya mas nakaka buo ng araw .
Nakaka miss yung mga tunog lata naming tawa
Hindi kame mukhang Collage parang hanggang ngayon
Nag lolokohan padin kame . Lahat sila sa La salle
amp. Nakaka EMO gusto namen Lumiiiiiiiiipppppaaaaattttttt !




Pagkatapos nun Celebration na ng chumxazrii namen
with yugee :) kumaen kame sa pizza hut
kahet namumulube na kame . Wala kame mga
pera pero kahit papano naka raos din hayyyy nakoooo !




it's our hapee! hapee! Chumxarii
it's not too late to greet us :)


CHEERS ! FOR NEW BLOCKMATE NEW SCHOOL
NEW FRIENDS AND OUR CHUMZXARii
YEY !

PA FAAAAGOOOOODDDD !

PASUKAN NA ! AYOKO PA !


Ilang oras nalang Collage na ako, [kame] nakaka lungkot
na excited na parang wala lang urgh! hindi ako makapaniwala
date pinapangarap lang namen mag collage nagyon eto na ?!
GAWD LIKE !
kahapon lang ako bumili ng gamit [saturday.june13,2009]
Sa mall of asia ako bumili kahit malayo pinag tyagaan
namen ni lorraine [sa next entry nlng yung adventure nmn]
Sobrang nakaka pagod yun, SOBRA parang nabugbog ata
yung katawan ko, Mangiyak ngiyak nalang ako pag naiisip na
isang mahimbing na tulugan nalang ang mang yayare ngayong sabado
at kinabukasan maglalaba
pa ko at mag aasikaso ng Uniform LESSON LEARNED:dapat inasikaso ko na yun nung bakasyon pa para chesta chesta nalang ako amf ! ang saklap naman *nod :(

Sobrang Rush yung ngyare 2 days ko lang
pinag kasya ang mag shopping mag laba
mag pa repair ng uniform at kung ano ano pa
Kaya hindi ko alam kung pano makaka recover
yung paa ko kase sa monday naka hills na shet !
taas pa naman nun hindi ako sanay sa flip flops nga
natatapilok nako pano pa kaya dun ?

Hindi ako mapakale Hindi ako maka kaen
pano kaya bukas ? haist! gusto ko muna mag pahinga
ang sakeeeetttt ng paa ko , pa foot spa kaya ako ? NGE!

GOOD LUCK NALANG SAMEN NI LY ANNE :D *wenk!
ANO KAYA MANGYAYARE BUKAS ?



INGAT SA MGA PAPASOK !



smooches Jan
UGLYPEACE BLEH !

WHY OHH WHY [F na F ikaw ba ? ]

MAGALING NAKO ! YiiiiiHiiiiii ! *ngite*
[sa katunayan napadpad na ako sa MOA]



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Cheesy at Mushy ako mag sulat Big deal din ako at appreciative kaya kahit
ano napapansin ko kaya
Mas Masarap ang pakiramdam ko pag mga personal ko na kakilala ang nag babasa ng buhay ko, Hindi ko alam na binabasa nila to, Nagugulat nalang ako na "Ui nabasa ko yung Blog mo totoo ba ?"


I BLOG FOR MYSELF, THIS BLOG IS THE STORY OF MY LIFE
Natatakot lang ako na dumating ang time na ma pressured na ako at kulitin ang
sarili na mag post lalo na sa ikasasaya lang ng iba, Madrama akong tao mahaba mag kwento
na non sense pala sa huli ... Na ang nag ta tyaga lng ay mga personal na kakilala at iba na hindi
nag papakilala :)

FAME HOPES EK EK- Blog? fame ? lewl ! haha
Marami lang ang nakaka tsamba sa ganitong swerte
Karamihan video ang ginagawa, pero hindi tsambahan sa blog,
kitang kita dito ang sense of humor at kung sino ka talagang tao HAIL!
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No i'm not ! don't panic :D

I'M SICK HATE THE FEELING

hope it's not the very popular flu virus
I'm experiencing headache, fatigue and cold i guess
but last month i went through vaccination
(yey! hope it effect )
but yay ! i'm kinda scared, i need a triple optimism
right now hope it's not (*cross.finger*)



NEED A PRETTY BED REST :)


3 more days to go back to school na
I'm quite excited bout the collage life
YEY! i need to get well soon



SMOOCHES SHEN

THIS IS JUST A CHICKEN PRIDE

I FEEL BAD , YES REALLY



At that night, i talk to my best friend i told her
about the "helper thing" What if ......
What if she's in my case ?

"kung ako sayo chumz kukunin ko na yun, Malay mo
WONDER LOLA pla yun ? ikaw lang mag lilinis nun tapos may pasok
kpa ikaw mag lalaba ng mga damet mo mahirap yun
bigyan mo na ng chance basta sa kwarto mo ikaw nalang mag linis .."

- As i Repeatedly said I GOT USED TO IT

maybe she's right i should give her another chance

my mom called again but now were on our Best Behavior
we talked in a mother daughter way

i got her point [even from the start] and Thank God she got mine too
YEY ! it's just a little misunderstanding. I got her, she want an older helper
just because oldies are more expert , focus on their work i can consult
any problem to them, not just like the younger one they are playful when it comes
to that .

nuff ..

Mama understand me very well but my lola
deeply hurt...I Feel it , i do appreciate her effort from
searching the best helper to travel[rizal-cavite] especially in her age i appreciate all the love she gave to me

I planned to say sorry and give the granny-helper a chance

THE MORNING CAME


9:30 in the morning i woke up with no electricity and water
and i have an appointment to my pedia

No Electricity No Water No Lola No granny Helper
whatheheck! my conscience really bug me i can't move
they left without saying goodbye, i deeply hurt them i feel
bad this is the most selfish immature decision i made


I GOT USED TO IT - WHAT THE ! IT'S JUST THE RECKON PRIDE


SORRY



smooches shenshen

I NEED A HELP :D

NAKAKA INIS NA ARAW . BOW


A month ago my mom called me just to say "Janca kailangan
malinis ang bahay , uso na ang swine flu mga nag kalat na virous ngayon
kailangan panatalihin mong malinis ang tiles dapat malinis dapat may
zonrox at domex ka yung paligid laging linisan "
Then i said "edi dapat may katulong " that was probably a joke
i just want to cut out the mass/scenario

I LIVE BY MYSELF FOR A TWO YEARS AND COUNTING
I GOT USED TO IT , SINCE I WAS A CHILD I ALWAYS DREAMED
TO LIVE ALONE [emo ?] nuuuuhh ! LET'S JUST SAY I WANT TO BE INDEPENDET
THEN ONE DAY taddddaaahh ! IT'S SUPRISINGLY HAPPEN MY MOM LIVED
WITH MY DAD AT K.S.A. [SAUDI pinasusyal ko lng] my sister and my cousin are now
in Singapore .. I CAN'T SAY I AM INDEPENDENT, I AM STILL DEPENDING
ON THEM , BUT LIVING A YEAR ALONE ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ARE IN HIGH SCHOOL
IS PREETY FUN ENJOYING YET SAD , I ALWAYS HOST A HOUSE PARTY, SLEEPOVER, I CAN GO HOME ANYTIME I WANT IT'S REALLY COOL BUT WHEN I GOT HOME ALL
SADNESS ARE HUGGING ME

Uhmmm .. JUST A QUICK RECAP

WHEN I WAS A CHILD , MY MOM ALWAYS HIRED A HELPER
I JUST CAN'T STAND WHY SHE HIRED OLDER THAN HER ?
I CAN STILL REMMEMBER CLEARLY MY YAYA ONCE SAID
SHE'S A WITCH , AND THEN I DONT EAT WHAT SHE COOKED
HELL ! HOW CAN I EAT THOSE FOOD ? YOU CAN'T BLAME ME

STICK TO TOPIC :

I LIVED ALONE AND I GOT USED TO IT, I LIVED WITH NO WORRIES [AND NO PROGRESS]
AND THEN SUDDENLY AFTER A LONG JURASIC YEARS [to think i graduated high school with no YAYA all by my self , well it's just only 2 years i lived with it ]MY MOM HIRED A HELPER , GAWD !
IT'S REALLY FRUSTRATING JUST TO THINK SHE'S OLDER THAN MY MOM
HOW CAN SHE HELP WHEN SHE HERSELF NEED A HELP TO ? Aahhh .. NO CARE
I THINK AT HER AGE SHE NEED TO REST ,


TO BE HONEST "HINDI AKO CLOSE SA MATATANDA"
GEEZ I'M NOT RUDE I'M KINDA SNOB [a little] I'M NOT APPROCIABLE
I DON'T ENTERTAIN OLD STORIES

YEA I'M A BIT BAD :( AND I AM SERIOUSLY HATE THAT

THE PROBLEM NOW IS THE HELPER IS NOW AT MY HOUSE
HOW CAN I SAID I DON'T WANT ANY HELP ? I GUESS ?
CAN'T THEY SEE I'M HEALTY CUTE GIRL :D [yea i'm seriously joking bout the "cute thing]
I CALLED MY MOM AND I TOLD ABOUT IT , YEA AS I EXPECTED
WE HAD A BIT LOUD CONVERSATION ,

I UNDERSTAND HER SHE JUST WANT TO BE A MOTHER TO ME
SHE'S CONCERNED ABOUT MY SITUATION , BUT AS I SAID, REAPETEDLY
SAID I GOT USED TO IT ! I LIVE FREELY AND I LIKE IT, I DON'T WANT ANY HELP
I CAN STAND ON MY OWN .

SOUNDS BAD tsssss.... :(
i am not in my Comfortable Zone

I NEED A HELP


smooches shen
*HOW MANY "I GOT USED TO IT" YOU READ?

SOBRANG O.A PARE

Nasa kwarto ako habang nag Co-Computer dahil
Concert t.v ang theme twing Sunday pinapakinggan ko nalang,Matagal na ko na iintriga
sa BAND na to, BAND NGA BA ?

AT FIRST :

"LET'S GIVE IT UP TO BRO BAND"


Ang pakinig ko naman eh BRODBAND kaya nagulat ako
na BANDA pala talaga yun, Last 2 weeks ko pa alam yung BRO BAND
(hindi yung sa smart ah) ginugulo lang ako ng
isip ko kung baket sila naging BANDA. Binaliwala ko nalang
kase wala naman ako mapapala at hanggang ngayon eh wala talaga

Pinanuod ko uli sila kanina Maganda yung kinanta nila
DISTURBIA acoustic version sounds great and it remminds me of boyce avenue
[nose.bleed] Hearthrobs pa yung mga kumakanta kaya mas lalong
maganda, kapano panuod talaga [dennis trillio.aljur.Chris Cayzer at hindi ko na kilala]


Eto na , Hindi ko naman talaga maintindihan
kung baket lahat sila eh nag GIGITARA ? mga 6 o pito sila
plus dalawang back up sa likod.. Edi walo na yun ' 8 nag gigitara
sa isang kanta ? KAHIT HINDI AKO MARUNONG MAG GITARA
ATKAHIT ISANG CHORDS [A] LANG
ANG ALAM KO SA PAG GIGITARA OBVIOUS NAMAN NA
PA KYUT LANG



NO OFFENSE SA MGA FANS ;]

IT'S A GIVEN FACT NAMAN NA ATTRACTIVE
ANG GUYS NA NAG GIGITARA , Malaking FACTOR talaga
pag marunong ka mag gitara mabilis mag pasagot ng mga
chika babes , dameng kinikilig [ui mag aaral na yan]

*SINABE KO SA SARILI KO NA HINDING HINDI AKO
MA I INLOVE SA MGA LALAKE NA NAG GIGITARA I RATHER TO BE WITH A DRUMMER .. BUT I ENDED UP WITH HIM
SAD FACT D'BA *PUT DRAMATIC SCENE HERE WITH TEARY EYE (nod)*

PERO BAKIT NGA BA ANG DAMING NAG GIGITARA DUN?
SA MGA NAKA PANUOD NUN , AT MAY ALAM KUNG BAKIT
WALO SILANG NAG GIGITARA [BA TALAGA?] SANA MAY ISANG TAO NA MAG PALIWANAG,

* Madalas kame mag Jamming sa room,(sila lang pala) laging may tugtugan
pero nakakaraos din naman kame sa pag kanta, ang O.A. lng talaga hindi ko ma take
IMAGININ MO NALANG SA ISANG STAGE(medyo maliit) 8 ANG NAG GIGITARA AT
may 2 back up sa likod ang sagwa d'ba ?

*smooches shen :)

NANA BONA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANA BONA !!!!!

si ina at ang Lusis

hindi kame close ng lola ko strikto kase sya pero no choice na ko
ngayon kase sya nlng at ang tita ko ang pamilya ko dito sa CAVITE
hindi kame mag ka JIVE ng ugali .. ang sungit kase pero palatawa at palabiro
din naman ,PINSAN at ATE ko lang ang lumake saknya ako si mama na ang
nag alaga saken. Kaya close talaga sila sa isat isa.

Hindi rin ako CLOSE sa mga matatanda pero asteeg sila kausap
lalo na pag inuungkat nila yung panahon date, Na sentimo lang ang pamasahe
sako ang ginagawang bag, naglalakad pag pumapasok,piso lang ang pamasahe,at maraming nagagawa sa piso na ngayon ay kendii nalang at kung ano ano pa na nakakatuwa pakinggan nakaka irita na lang pag i kukumpara sayo ang buhay sa nakaraan .. "PASALAMAT KA AT MAY GANYAN KA KAME NUNG
BATA KAME WALA KAME NYAN" ... (hanggang maka balik ulit ang kwento sa sinauna)

pero totoo yun mag pasalamat talaga ...

Sabe ng Tita ko, kapated at pinsan ko ako na daw ang isa sa pinaka
ma swerte sa generation ng mga APO nya ..
kase sila noon bawal gumala , pag uwi sa bahay tutulong sa Carinderia
bawal ang may bisita (lalo na sa boys) maraming bawal parang marsyalo

Dahil nasanay ako sa ate ko na ok lang ang boys sa bahay, mag inom *grin* , sleepover
gabi na umuwi,mag party at kung ano ano pa.. NOTE: panget tignan(basahin) lalo na kung babae ka pero kahit ganyan ako alam ko i preserve ang sarili ko hindi ako WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET :)

BACK TO TOPIC :

Mag kahiwalay kame ng bahay ako lang mag isa sa bahay namin
kaya ng umalis si ate pinag patuloy
ko parin ang nasimulan, pero hindi sanay ang lola ko na ganun ako
lage nya ko pinapagalitan ninenerbyos lage sa sobrang pag aalala.
hindi talaga mag kasundo lage nag tatampo..

Pero na realize ko rin na mali yun medyo binawasan ko na
mas naging maintindihin na ko, at medyo mabait na apo :)

Kaya nung nag pa party ako sa bahay (with boys) laking tuwa ko nung
pumayag sya mag inom kame yihieeeee ^^ .
lalo na nung dito sila nag sleepover(boi&gerl) .. kala ko hindi papayag pero nagulat ako sa sagot nya osige ikaw bahala

Pero wala nmn foul , FRIENDS talaga ayoko
ma disappoint saken mga pamilya ko, hindi ako ONE OF THE BOYS
nasasakyan ko lang mga TRIP nila masarap kasama puro kalokohan

buahaha ! <<<

KALOKOHAN MOMENTS WITH INA :)

KAKAALIS LANG NI PINSAN PUNTA SINGAPORE AT NAIWAN ANG HAVAIANAS

shen : (masama ang tingin sa havaianas) YES ! NAIWAN
DUMATING SI INA .....
INA: ui naiwan ang tsinelas
shen: oo nga
INA: (sinukat) ba maganda ito tignan mo HABAYANAS
shen: naiwan ni ate aken nalang
INA: sakin nalang mahal to habayanas to eh
shen: huh? bilhan ko nlng kayo ng iba
INA: (FEEL NA FEEL ANG PAG SUKAT)
shen: (walang nagawa sukat na eh)

ISANG BESES KO LANG SYA NAYAKAP AT LASING PA KO NUN

pero alam ko ginagawa ko and I MEAN IT ALOT

Sana mas madalas ko magawa sakanya yun
sana mas madalas ko maparamdam na
mahal ko sya, at pinapahalagahan ko sya

HAPPY BIRTHDAY INA
♥♥♥

MORE NANA BONA BIRTHDAYS TO COME

smooches shen

THIS IS NOT A SERIES REVIEW

"SA JOURNAL/DIARY/BLOG AY ISANG EBIDENSYA NA BUHAY KA AT NABUBUHAY KA NG HABANG BUHAY .."

Kagabe(at kanina) lang natapos ko na yung Series ng One Litre of tears
palabas to sa GMA 7 .. 10pm to 6am ko pinanuod yon,(IMAGININ MO NLANG YUNG EYEBAGS KO)
Sa pag kaka tanda ko ang huling iyak ko ng ganun, eh yung nag break kame ni Super EX
TOTOO ! isang Litro talaga ang maiiyak mo sa palabas na to
iniisip ko kung san ba talaga ako naiiyak sa sitwasyon nya o sa mga tao na
nasa paligid nya ..

Kung may natutunan man ako sa palabas na yon
yun yung pagiging positive, pag papahalaga sa bawat araw na dumadating,sa pamilya,kaibigan at sa blessings
na dadating pa ..

Mahilig ako mag sulat sa Diary bata pa lang ako meron na ko nun
naiinis lang ako pag binabasa yun ng pinsan ko at ginagawang pang black mail
at ipag kakalat nya daw kung sino ang crush ko.. Saklap diba ?

dahil may nagbabasa ng diary ko i used secret code para hindi nila maintindihan(kaya ngayon hindi ko na rin maintindihan)

Tinigil ko yun pero loner ako nang nag stop ako mag aral (bawal manuod ng t.v at mag internet)
dahil sa sakit, wala akong maka usap pakikipag sulatan lng
sa dating mga kaibigan yung nagagawa ko kaya binalik ko yung
pag sulat sa diary :) pag balik ko sa school mas nag enjoy ako mag sulat ng diary.
yung English teacher namen isa sa requirements nya ang mag gawa ng journal
sobrang na enjoy ko talaga yun kase every week pinapasa namen yun kaya kung ano man yung problema na nakasulat don may advice na may grade pa :)

natigil lang yun ng junior high ako, masyadong busy,hindi ko namalayan Pate pag susulat sa diary naging Hi tech narin.. kaya nung senior high nag blog nalang ako,yung unang blog ko wala naman talaga nakaka alam nun hangang nag lagay nalang ako ng link kaya kumalat sa isang tao :)) Pero masyadong maraming intriga sa naunang blog ko kaya Pinalitan ko nalang at eto na yung bago, etong binabasa mo .. sa pag lawak ng technology hindi ko na maintindihan ang bagong way ng pag da diary o sadyang slow lang talaga ako,

Nung pinagawa samen ng teacher ko yung journal na yun
natuwa ako kase pag balik sayo may advice na parang ganito rin sa blog may comment
hindi ko lang maintindihan parang nagiging contest na ang pag BLOG, kaya na pre pressured narin ang iba kung pano magiging maganda ang bawat entry nila,at magiging ka intere interesado ang mambabasa sa binabasa nila(ano daw?) dun sa nabasa ko na phrase ang sabe hindi isang multiple choice o identification ang sukatan ng buhay kundi essay kung pano mo masusulat ang kabuluhan ng buhay mo. Hindi masusukat ang ang tagumpay sa pasadong exam,magandang school,magarang damit o gwapo/magandang jowa ang buhay .. nandun yan kung pano mo ginawang makabuluhan ang buhay mo.. dun naka focus ang buhay ko ngayon ..

Sa ganitong uri ng techology marami kang maiimpluwensyahang tao
maraming maapektohan makaka relate o mag babasa lang ..

Wala akong magawa na pwedeng ika buti ng iba .. hindi ako talented sayaw.kanta,drawing,pag arte o kung saan kahit sa sport wala .. hindi rin ako ganun kagaling sa pag aaral
hindi ako masunuring anak, SELF CENTERED CHEESE ata ang ugali ko .. pero ngayon
i always give way to others,(ang baet? hindi rin) ako yung tao na pag may gumawa na ng ginagawa ko tinitigil ko na yun, kaya nag tatapos ako sa walang na aacomplish :(


Hindi ko alam kung pano uusad ang buhay ko sa susunod na mga taon
binigyan ako ng 2nd chance para mabuhay , hindi ko alam kung bakit pa ko nabigyan
ng chance.. pero having my friends and family are worth living for


ANG DRAMA NAMAN :( hindi ko alam kung san tumakbo yung
entry na to .. sinusulat ko lang yung nararamdaman ko (oh eh ano)

SA JOURNAL/DIARY/BLOG AY ISANG EBIDENSYA NA BUHAY KA AT NABUBUHAY KA NG HABANG BUHAY ..

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THE OTHERSIDE OF SUFFERINGS
AYA IKEUCHI

everyone feels pain
but surely,
after suffering satisfaction will arrive
even with sports, studying, or other ordeals
with life, its like that for everyone
if we can beat the pain,
on the other side,
a rainbow of happiness awaits us
that will definitely become a treasure
let's believe in that

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STEP BY STEP
AYA IKEUCHI

When my existence seems to disappear,
I will look for the place where i can do the best i can.
From now on, I'll deliberate slowly,
I won't be impatient.
I won't be greedy.
I won't give up.
because everyone takes things step by step.

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Where should I head towards? Even if there isn't answer, I'll feel better by writing it down. I've looked for a pair of helping hands but I couldn't feel them, couldn't see them. I only face towards darkness and hear hear the sounds of my hopeless screams.

smooches shen :)

PLUG : MANOOD KAYO NG ONE LITRE OF TEARS ;[
MAGANDA PROMISE ;0) (bayaran kaya ako ng GMA sa pag plug ?)


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P.S. Nag pagupit ako kanina
sabe ko ANIMAE look, nag muka akong DIVA haist !