I NEED A HELP :D

NAKAKA INIS NA ARAW . BOW


A month ago my mom called me just to say "Janca kailangan
malinis ang bahay , uso na ang swine flu mga nag kalat na virous ngayon
kailangan panatalihin mong malinis ang tiles dapat malinis dapat may
zonrox at domex ka yung paligid laging linisan "
Then i said "edi dapat may katulong " that was probably a joke
i just want to cut out the mass/scenario

I LIVE BY MYSELF FOR A TWO YEARS AND COUNTING
I GOT USED TO IT , SINCE I WAS A CHILD I ALWAYS DREAMED
TO LIVE ALONE [emo ?] nuuuuhh ! LET'S JUST SAY I WANT TO BE INDEPENDET
THEN ONE DAY taddddaaahh ! IT'S SUPRISINGLY HAPPEN MY MOM LIVED
WITH MY DAD AT K.S.A. [SAUDI pinasusyal ko lng] my sister and my cousin are now
in Singapore .. I CAN'T SAY I AM INDEPENDENT, I AM STILL DEPENDING
ON THEM , BUT LIVING A YEAR ALONE ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ARE IN HIGH SCHOOL
IS PREETY FUN ENJOYING YET SAD , I ALWAYS HOST A HOUSE PARTY, SLEEPOVER, I CAN GO HOME ANYTIME I WANT IT'S REALLY COOL BUT WHEN I GOT HOME ALL
SADNESS ARE HUGGING ME

Uhmmm .. JUST A QUICK RECAP

WHEN I WAS A CHILD , MY MOM ALWAYS HIRED A HELPER
I JUST CAN'T STAND WHY SHE HIRED OLDER THAN HER ?
I CAN STILL REMMEMBER CLEARLY MY YAYA ONCE SAID
SHE'S A WITCH , AND THEN I DONT EAT WHAT SHE COOKED
HELL ! HOW CAN I EAT THOSE FOOD ? YOU CAN'T BLAME ME

STICK TO TOPIC :

I LIVED ALONE AND I GOT USED TO IT, I LIVED WITH NO WORRIES [AND NO PROGRESS]
AND THEN SUDDENLY AFTER A LONG JURASIC YEARS [to think i graduated high school with no YAYA all by my self , well it's just only 2 years i lived with it ]MY MOM HIRED A HELPER , GAWD !
IT'S REALLY FRUSTRATING JUST TO THINK SHE'S OLDER THAN MY MOM
HOW CAN SHE HELP WHEN SHE HERSELF NEED A HELP TO ? Aahhh .. NO CARE
I THINK AT HER AGE SHE NEED TO REST ,


TO BE HONEST "HINDI AKO CLOSE SA MATATANDA"
GEEZ I'M NOT RUDE I'M KINDA SNOB [a little] I'M NOT APPROCIABLE
I DON'T ENTERTAIN OLD STORIES

YEA I'M A BIT BAD :( AND I AM SERIOUSLY HATE THAT

THE PROBLEM NOW IS THE HELPER IS NOW AT MY HOUSE
HOW CAN I SAID I DON'T WANT ANY HELP ? I GUESS ?
CAN'T THEY SEE I'M HEALTY CUTE GIRL :D [yea i'm seriously joking bout the "cute thing]
I CALLED MY MOM AND I TOLD ABOUT IT , YEA AS I EXPECTED
WE HAD A BIT LOUD CONVERSATION ,

I UNDERSTAND HER SHE JUST WANT TO BE A MOTHER TO ME
SHE'S CONCERNED ABOUT MY SITUATION , BUT AS I SAID, REAPETEDLY
SAID I GOT USED TO IT ! I LIVE FREELY AND I LIKE IT, I DON'T WANT ANY HELP
I CAN STAND ON MY OWN .

SOUNDS BAD tsssss.... :(
i am not in my Comfortable Zone

I NEED A HELP


smooches shen
*HOW MANY "I GOT USED TO IT" YOU READ?