NAKAKA INIS NA ARAW . BOW
A month ago my mom called me just to say "Janca kailangan
malinis ang bahay , uso na ang swine flu mga nag kalat na virous ngayon
kailangan panatalihin mong malinis ang tiles dapat malinis dapat may
zonrox at domex ka yung paligid laging linisan "
Then i said "edi dapat may katulong " that was probably a joke
i just want to cut out the mass/scenario
I LIVE BY MYSELF FOR A TWO YEARS AND COUNTING
I GOT USED TO IT , SINCE I WAS A CHILD I ALWAYS DREAMED
TO LIVE ALONE [emo ?] nuuuuhh ! LET'S JUST SAY I WANT TO BE INDEPENDET
THEN ONE DAY taddddaaahh ! IT'S SUPRISINGLY HAPPEN MY MOM LIVED
WITH MY DAD AT K.S.A. [SAUDI pinasusyal ko lng] my sister and my cousin are now
in Singapore .. I CAN'T SAY I AM INDEPENDENT, I AM STILL DEPENDING
ON THEM , BUT LIVING A YEAR ALONE ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ARE IN HIGH SCHOOL
IS PREETY FUN ENJOYING YET SAD , I ALWAYS HOST A HOUSE PARTY, SLEEPOVER, I CAN GO HOME ANYTIME I WANT IT'S REALLY COOL BUT WHEN I GOT HOME ALL
SADNESS ARE HUGGING ME
Uhmmm .. JUST A QUICK RECAP
WHEN I WAS A CHILD , MY MOM ALWAYS HIRED A HELPER
I JUST CAN'T STAND WHY SHE HIRED OLDER THAN HER ?
I CAN STILL REMMEMBER CLEARLY MY YAYA ONCE SAID
SHE'S A WITCH , AND THEN I DONT EAT WHAT SHE COOKED
HELL ! HOW CAN I EAT THOSE FOOD ? YOU CAN'T BLAME ME
STICK TO TOPIC :
I LIVED ALONE AND I GOT USED TO IT, I LIVED WITH NO WORRIES [AND NO PROGRESS]
AND THEN SUDDENLY AFTER A LONG JURASIC YEARS [to think i graduated high school with no YAYA all by my self , well it's just only 2 years i lived with it ]MY MOM HIRED A HELPER , GAWD !
IT'S REALLY FRUSTRATING JUST TO THINK SHE'S OLDER THAN MY MOM
HOW CAN SHE HELP WHEN SHE HERSELF NEED A HELP TO ? Aahhh .. NO CARE
I THINK AT HER AGE SHE NEED TO REST ,
TO BE HONEST "HINDI AKO CLOSE SA MATATANDA"
GEEZ I'M NOT RUDE I'M KINDA SNOB [a little] I'M NOT APPROCIABLE
I DON'T ENTERTAIN OLD STORIES
YEA I'M A BIT BAD :( AND I AM SERIOUSLY HATE THAT
THE PROBLEM NOW IS THE HELPER IS NOW AT MY HOUSE
HOW CAN I SAID I DON'T WANT ANY HELP ? I GUESS ?
CAN'T THEY SEE I'M HEALTY CUTE GIRL :D [yea i'm seriously joking bout the "cute thing]
I CALLED MY MOM AND I TOLD ABOUT IT , YEA AS I EXPECTED
WE HAD A BIT LOUD CONVERSATION ,
I UNDERSTAND HER SHE JUST WANT TO BE A MOTHER TO ME
SHE'S CONCERNED ABOUT MY SITUATION , BUT AS I SAID, REAPETEDLY
SAID I GOT USED TO IT ! I LIVE FREELY AND I LIKE IT, I DON'T WANT ANY HELP
I CAN STAND ON MY OWN .
SOUNDS BAD tsssss.... :(
i am not in my Comfortable Zone
I NEED A HELP
smooches shen
*HOW MANY "I GOT USED TO IT" YOU READ?
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4 comments:
Why not try to tell that to the helper? That you can do it by yourself?
PArents are just being parent, you know that.
I'm in my mid-20's now, halos karamihan sa nakakahalubilo ko ngayon ay mas matanda sa kin, as in. At mas nag eenjoy akong nakakasama sila dahil malaking malaki ang kaibhan ng personality, and characters nila sa mga kaibigan kong mas younger or same age group ko.. Mas marami akong nakukuha o natututunan sa knila, which is why probably they can assure for themselves na I'm a responsible person.. Na minsan eh ako mismo ang nag-ddoubt sa sarili ko.
You might want to try to mingle and get to know them (older people).. Masaya at mas malaman ang kwentuhan sa knila, in my opinion.
Cheers! ^__^
i salute you. i know it's not easy living alone and just receiving an allowance from your family. there may be parties but at the end of the day, you will always be looking for your loved ones.. that is the sad part of living on your own. but, you made it. :)
regarding your new yaya, talk to her in the best possible way. just tell her what you want in a nice way. :)
@ Dylan Dimaubusan- YEA I THINK LOLA AND LOLO'S ARE GREAT TO BE WITH , THEIR VERY INSPIRING ...
kaya ko naman sarile ko , hindi ako sanay ng may nag aalaga saken ule , and saving money too hehehe ;)
yey ! thanks for dropping by :)
hmf ! wala na nga eh umalis sila habang tulog ako , sana naka hindgi ako ng sorry man lang
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