Sunday, August 2, 2009

"A PRAYER FOR A HAPPY DEATH"


RAINY SATURDAY MORNING I WOKE UP EARLY
NOTE: WHY DO I ALWAYS WAKE UP SOO EARLY
ON WEEKENDS AND NO
T ON WEEKDAYS ...

I TURN ON THE T.V AND IT SAID THAT
FORMER PRES. CORRY AQUINO PASSED AWAY
AND UNFORTUNATELY I WAS WEARING YELLOW TOP


WHAT AMAZE ME IS, SHE'S VERY VERY STRONG WOMAN
SHE LEAD THE COUNTRY , AND ABLE TO BE A MOTHER
AT THE SAME TIME


AND WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT
SHE WROTE A PRAYER FOR HER
DEATH..? IT'S "A PRAYER FOR A HAPPY DEATH"
*IT'S NOT ACTUALLY THE EXACT WORD/PHRASE BUT FOR WHAT I UNDERSTAND, DO BLESS THE FAMILY, LET THEM CONTINUE
WHAT THEY STARTED, .. LET THE FAMILY DO NOT GRIEVE

AFTER I HEARD THE PRAYER I FOUND MYSELF
CRYING



I ALSO NOTICE THE PEOPLE POWER ..
SO TRAGIC BUT YOU SURELY FEEL THE
UNITY OF THE FILIPINO WHO FOUGHT FOR DEMOCRACY
DANG! MY BAD AT THAT TIME I'M JUST ONLY
A FLYING COCOON *does cocoon fly?
I WANT TO EXPERIENCED PEOPLE POWER




SMOOCHES
JAN ;_;

Saturday, August 1, 2009

I LOVE YOU'R SCHOOL !

BEFORE, WAY BACK WHEN WE WERE HIGH SCHOOL
CHOOSING A BIG! POPULAR! UNIVERSITY IS A MUST
IT SHOULD BE LIKE THIS AND THAT ..




NOW
AS I OBSERVED AND WITNESS


HAVING A BOYFRIEND
STUDYING AT THE POPULAR UNIVERSITY
IS ONE OF THE REQUIREMENTS NOWADAYS




WHAT THE HECK ?!


SMOOCHES
JANCAHOLIC [=

Monday, July 27, 2009

BAGONG BUHAY ! NA NGA BA ?!

Everything will fall into their proper places


I truly believe in that , For those
who read or knew what my problem is
Don't worry guys I' ll be okay soon [=

I just need some time to wake up, I need to
get back on my older JAN
but maybe Slap will do hoho !

From:
Date: 07/26/2009 2:49 pm
Subject: Re: SMILE BEFORE YOU OPEN =]
Message:

ayon nbsa ko n, tiwala meron, kya nga wag mong si2rain, kng ano yung naiwan kong kaptid nun, sana sa pagbalik q gnun p din cia, ikw lng nagiisa kong kapatid at mahal nmhal ko kya, konting blita lng n d mganda, nagre2act aq kc auq mkarinig sa ibang tao n, gnyan ang gngwa mo kc malaya k at wla pamilyang umiintndi, khit minsan lng tau mgusap alam mong and2 lng aq plage sau yan ang tandaan mo...auq mramdamn mo dati ang nramdamn q, n wala q pamilya, sana mgndang halimbwa p din aq sau... salamt mgingat palge




When i read the first sentence
i found myself crying and grieving
My CONSCIENCE PUNCHING ME right now
All of the news they heard is true, yes it's true!
and YES I'm GUILTY

When i talked to my dad
i felt like i was showered with
Coooooold water, i can't speak
i can't move there is no Difference with Chatting and Personal SERMON! i'm scared hey it's my dad its been decades since his last sermon" all i'm thinking is
"how can i do that?" Do i really know
what my Limitation is ?


tiwala meron, kya nga wag mong si2rain, kng ano yung naiwan kong kaptid nun, sana sa pagbalik q gnun p din cia
this one made me cry for
the whole Sunday night
And this one is Enough to change


SELF DISCIPLINE !!!!
Oh God be with me, please do
guide me through walks of my Collage Life


And for all those who are concerned
MUCH THANKS GUYS ! you really
Touch me *sniff
I only choose people who To Talked
to regarding this little problem of mine

*kung hindi ko nasabe sayo
One thing is for sure, ayoko
lang dumagdag sa Problema mo


Blogger PABLONG PABLING said...

parang maiyak iyak ako dito. sabay tugtug pa ng music player mo

ang masasabi ko lang, wag kang mawalan ng communication sa kanila para di ka nila pag isipan ng kung ano ano

ingat lage

July 25, 2009 5:13 PM

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Blogger aLgene said...

concern lang naman sila sa'yo eh. hayaan mo na. basta alam mong wala kang intensyon na saktan sila. just be a good girl and don't let them worry lalo na't nasa malayo sila. :)

ganyan na ganyan din ugali ng daddy ko. paranoid masyado. pero i understand, he just loves me so just like how your ate loves you.

July 25, 2009 7:13 PM



From:
Date: 07/25/2009 10:02 pm
Subject: hugs and kisses^^
Message:
hi mare..i just read your blog,,uhmm i hope your kinda ok mare...dont ever forget were still here for you and cheer up coz for sure .
everything will be fine^^
grindays is your real friends who will walk in when the rest of the world walks out..^^ok??hihi sha till hir mare^^ bbye^^ muahh^^



MAY GAD !!!! Did you read that?! Did you ?! huh Did you ?!
I HAVE FRIENDS !!!
this ONE ROCK MY SOCKS
I miss all of you guys
Can't wait to HUG and KISS you



Much Love
Jann [=
So help me God

Saturday, July 25, 2009

PATAWA KA ?

ONE DIZZY MIDNIGHT
I RECEIVED A LETTER ITS A LETTER FROM MY SISTER [=


From:
Date: 07/24/2009 12:52 am
Subject: inis...
Message:
my mga nb2litaan ako sau akala mo, mgpkaaus k, kmi lhat d2, at sina momi pinagcckapan k pra mkpagtpos, puro k barkada,bk d k mpkpagtpos sa mga gngawa mo, ako janca khit aq bumabarkada nung npasok aq, nsa tama aq, wag mo sana sirain angpngako mo n mkpgtpos k, mtanda n cna momi, at alam mo kng anong problema nila...at yung celphone n bnigy ko sau, d mo cnv skin ang ngyari don, at my paglihim kp kina momi,natoto kpng mgcnungaling sknila kng gnyan k sa mga mgulang ntin, pno p sakin, kpatid mo lng ako, dpat inaalagaan mo c ina pero anong gngwa mo?la k lgi sa bhay, kng nsa bhay k man, wla k pkialam ky ina..



AND I REPLIED :


To:
Date: 07/25/2009 3:59 pm
Subject: SMILE BEFORE YOU OPEN =]
Message:
SA LAHAT NG SINABE MO, YUN YUNG SIDE NYA
tungkol dun sa CP hindi kita maktang o matdatnang
online, si ate ycel nakausap ko
sakanya ko nlng sinabe dahil alam ko
sasabhn din nya un sau
Nanakawan ako sa bahay
Hindi ko yun sinabe dahil ayokong
mag alala sila saken .
hindi ko intensyong mag sinungaling
ayoko lang dagdagan yung pino problema nila
pina ayos ko na yung lock, yung sa kwatro nalang
papaltan ko ng Door knob
"kung kila mamy nakukuha ko mag sinungaling
pano pa kaya sayo?" KAPATID LANG KITA ?
KAYA KO NGA SINABE SAINYO DAHIL AYOKO
MAG SINUNGALING D'BA? HALOS LAHAT NG SECRET KO
SAYO KO SINASABE
KUNG INtENSYON KO talagang mag sinungaling
hindi ko sasabihin sainyo ang totoo na nakawan
ako sa bahay, kase alam ko
maiinTindhatn nyo ko
KAPATID LANG ? HIGIT PA SA TUNAY NA KAPATID
TURING KO SAYO sana nararamdaman mo ..
SANA ININTINDI NYO MUNA KO
YUNG SA PAG BABARKADA HINDI KO NAKAKALIMUTATNG NAG AARAL
AKO AT MAS LALONG HINDI KO NAKAKALIMUTAN KUNG SINO
ANG NAG PAPAARAL SAKEN
ALAM KO YUNG LIMIATION KO, YUNG PAG INOM MINSAN LANG YON AT MGA
HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS KASAMA KO. YUNG PAG
UWI NG GABI OO TOTOO YUN,ayoko lang umuwi
ng walang dinadatnan at kumaen ng walang kasabay
SA COLLAGE SARILI MO YUNG KALABAN
MO MARAMING TEMPTATION SELF DISCIPLINE
MAHIRAP
PERO ISA LANG PINANGHAHAWAKAN KO MAY PANGARAP DIN AKO.
YUNG KAY INA HINDI AKO CLOSE
SA KANYA PERO HINDI KO SYA NAKAKALIMUTAN
PAG WALA SYNG BIGAS BINIBIGAY KO YUNG
BIGAS KO SKTNYA PAG WALA SYANG PERA
YUNG BAON KO BINIBIGAY KO SKNYA
SANA PINAKINGGAN MO MUNA KO
BAGO MO SINABI YUN
MAHIRAP KASE YUNG COMMUNICATION EH
SORRY PALA KUNG NAWALA KO YUNG PHONE MO
AT SORRY KUNG NABALITAAN MO YON
THANK YOU PALA DUN SA SKATE SHOES
TSKA SA DAMET LAHAT MALUWAG PAYAT
NA KAYA AKO HAHA!
I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU
KONTING TRUST LANG

~~~~~~~~



hay nako! ANG SAKIT SA PAKIRAMDAM
IT REALY HURT ME TO TEARS :'(
WALA NG NANINIWALA SAKEN KAHIT MAGULANG KO
WALA NG TIWALA
AKALA LAHAT NILOLOKO KO SILA
ANG HIRAP MABUHAY . lalo na pag
mag isa *sigh


SYET EMO KO NA
urgh !

good day people
Jan :'(

Saturday, July 18, 2009

OH YES I MISS YOU





PARENTAL GUIDANCE IS ADVICE

no Strippers nor kissing in public
Wild in the sense of hmmm .. We just loosen up
let me use Wild as a word

Badly Missing you guys

ok lemme start when we were a normal kiddos
This inuman [yanno sounds what the F]
started at 3 pm at Indang Cavite
sadly Ly ann Left so damn early
and I miss marah darell and Cayy Cayy
hope you were there, i bet that day is really
Unfolded



It was fun really really fun
since we don't have that enough communication
we were busy and it's just our second time we see each
other since our first day in school

So The crave for hugs kiss conversation hard kicking Laugh was there
we don't want to miss any single moment
so we really Took a Blast !!!!!


We Drink hard party Harder Laugh Like shits
Those LAUGHING OUT LOUD proves we all get enjoy the party
that's i thought there is also drama
there so many secret opened up
Some were good and some are pretty bad
but it ain't affect me that much
*i might be explain this on the next post *wink


We almost drunk six bottle of liquor
and Indang Cavite is a mile away from our place
My Bad .. I really loosen up at that night
It came to the point i Drink Toyo with suka na may Sili
Tatlong tasa ng Kape para ma alis yung laseeng
At epektib sya kaya pwede mo ring gawin

but it was just last for a second
i remembered i walked the street
without my shoes while It was Raining OH YES I WALKED BARE FEET UNDER THE RAIN
*poor Feet and
it pours so bad all my things were wet T__T
my nails were broken and bleeding *until now it hurt me to tears
and i don't know how it happened

~nooooooooooooooo

The Wildest thing Happened to me that night is
when i got Married without knowing who was
I'll be marrying.. to be honest It's my fault
we were flirting and the Like
i gave my ring to him with matching song of "I do
cherish you from the rest of my Life ..."
and we got Divorced in just a couple of minute
even i was drunk i still know what i am doing
it's just i can't help it so i decided to broke up with him
and just forget what was happened
but he insist he get my Ring and he said
"Ibabalik ko sayo to pag nagkita tayo"
woo I wish hindi sumikat yung Line na yan baka gamitin ng mga magnanakaw eh ;]



But all that was sooo special to me
our friendship was Tightened as i expected
walang napabayaan lahat ay naka uwi ng maayos
at maayos ding nasermonan ..

P.S
I actually Met KIM BUM
Hell yeah he really damn look like
Kim Bum of boys Over flower
But nahh He's MARK ! he's a Lycean also, we introduce by a
common friend Junelito * Oh boy much thanks to him
But all of my friends Like him too so yea
I gave him away but he's soooo nice
friendly and gentleman *I bet if you were in my shoes
you can't help but cry .. to support your friend @__@


I don't know how to describe our
happiness Every part of that gathering had a
Great Story ..

And we were Screaming
SANA MAULIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


P.S For you my reader of one
There were soooo many
Special Moment happened and i post it
sooner thanks for reading love yea
you know who you are


P.S. I will Change my
URL to THIS PHOTOGHRAPH IS A PROOF
thanks for those who linked me and followed me
much appreciated
smooches shen shen




It's Janelita dude ;]
so many gram err
sorry

Monday, July 13, 2009

MAKE LOVE IN THIS CLUB

woo almost feel the exams :( deymn !


~ week before I've joined Photography Club
in our school .. Why ? nuh I don't know either
I just joined to know what's in Photography hoho !



nao the officers called up a meeting
* soo boring that turn to chatting my orgmate

Me: ikaw lang sumale sa Section nio ?
Friend: yep ayaw nila sumale
hindi daw kase PROFESSIONAL CAM ang gameet !



oh mahn are they Professional ?

are you professional enough to use Prof Cam?
yea . uminit dugo ko sakanila
Being a Photographer, Prof cam is a must
and it's true it's reeealy lame using Digital Cameras
but what I'm pointing is, It's not about the CAM
It's about How you Captured
those kind of moments, scenery etcetera

I don't have a damn clue what's in Photography
i just know Sharing your shot to the others
WHERE YOU CAN LET OTHER PEOPLE SEE WHAT
THE REALITY IS or perhaps IT CAN ALSO USE
AS ANOTHER OUTLET TO
ESCAPE FROM THE REALITY =D
~ yanno it's a lame explanation hoho !

*You can take the space provided to correct me
just don't bite me haha !

~
Are you People Professional?
To you people
Joining to this Club might be
train you to be a photographer
nothing can stop you, if you are truly
passionate with your damn craft





niao ! JaNaphobic
nonesense -i had an Ordinary day
♥♥♥

Sunday, July 12, 2009

HARSH PATATAS




uhhh .. It damn look like i harassed this poor Patatas !
well folks i have the right to explain
oh This is HASH BROWN ! hmmmkei yannnno It looked like HARSH !



woo. Poor !
This cute yummy Hash Brown seems like
i'm harsh while cooking it *ehem not much
I'm Starving but i don't want to spend
sooo much money for one single meal
so i decided to cooked Patatas *hash brown!

so this is the story ...
yes your Honor I'm cooking it in moderate
heat , but *hides I'm busy READING YOUR BLOG !
woo yea right Reading your blog , yes you
Your honor your entry is very starve Reliever so
i forgot i'm cooking this poor Patatas
so now I'm blaming you your Honor hohoho ~


BTW Others say my Future boy friend is lucky
having me because I'm a 2 year and still counting
half independent, i know how to cook and the like
Plus , i'm a HRM student Yikkkkkeeeeess !uhmm For those who didn't know This is uhmm Hash Brown and EGG *i think ?


Hope you enjoy Disapointments ^~


~Kidding..



At this Moment or so EMOment
i was hopping at my friends page *were not close
he's cute he might be a korean or taiwanees or watsoever
then i heard this Familiar song - alam ko na
alam ko yung kanta kaya nakisabay ako ...

"I'M ALL ABOUT YOU
I'M ALL ABOUT US
"

Then as i observed he has a LDR *Long Distance Relationship
HUWAT ! what worst is They never see/meet each other
wa. Their story Look so Damn Familiar

Oh yea i now remmember it look like mine too
dame na talagang LDR and Cyber Relationship
and as i felt i am going to cry i was hoping to closed the browser
but i can't natulala nalang ako at ni reminise ang emoment with
my [X] hate to admit it, but I Miss you Mush Mush
hamushooo much ~ < wo . *ROFLMAO

THERES SOMETHIN' I'VE GOT TO SAY
YOU'RE ALWAYS WITH ME EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE FAR AWAY
TALKIN' TO YOU ON MY CELL
JUST THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE MAKES MY HEART MELT
OH GIRL, ITS TRUE


I'M ALL ABOUT YOU
I'M ALL ABOUT US
NO BABY YOU NEVER
HAVE TO QUESTION MY LOVE
AND EVERY NIGHT THERE'S A NEW CROWD
BUT IT'S ALWAYS YOU I'M SINGIN' ABOUT
THERE IS ONLY ON THESES WORDS ARE GOIN' OUT TO
OH GIRL, I'M ALL ABOUT YOU


~ hmmm ..
Is this a boyband or
Nick Carter ? uhh .. Aron Carter ?
hmm .. ayoko i search eh ;]



P.S hope their Relationship will work
much luck with you guys ^_~




Smooches Mush :'(